Basically done

Well today I finished up my french spoken test. Now I only have one exam left, and thats on the 24 of April. Astronomy is my last one, which is kinda nice because I have to do some readings for it, but the exam won't be hard. So basically I am all done. Today after my french test i walked outside and it was such a nice day, which only added to how I felt.

Its so nice to know that after 4 years 1 more exam is left... I made it, thats something that I thought I wouldn't be saying. As I was sitting outside I started to think what will be next in life for me. Hopefully things will fall into pieces nicely, but its nice to know that I know have a degree and can start a career in the field that I want. Well I just have to get hired that is.

As you all know that I haven't really had any luck yet in the job hunt. So after much thought I have decided that I will continue to live in Toronto over the summer. Two people that I work with now have a extra room, and they asked if I would like to live with them. I figure that I will stay the summer in hopes that I will find a job that is in the Computer Field. If the summer passes and nothing comes up then I will go on a vacation. Not sure where, but it will be nice. So those are my plans for now. As much as a vacation sounds nice, a career sounds much nicer.

Well thats it for now. I am gonna go for a walk seeing how its such a nice day today. Maybe I will go get some ice cream....:D

Thomas

Send money for new business oppertunity.

Well, I know you have all been wanting to see this picture. So I guess I will now allow you all to see. No more long hair, and I only have my ears piercings left.. The things a person will do for a job. Well no luck yet with a job, so I am thinking I might take up another business oppertunity.

Ummm dad if you could help me out. I am sure you being a cop you would be able to get the receipe to make Crystal Meth. So could you do me a favor and send it to me. It would help me out alot.

So happy to be done.

Well yesterday was the last day of classes. Its such a nice feeling knowing that I am 3 exams and one french spoken test away from being done university. Its a wicked feeling knowing that I am finally done. Yesterday I also finished my last astronomy assignment. That really felt nice. I am not too worried about my exams, so I kinda feel free now.

As for what I am diong after school, well its been just over a week since my interview with Filogix, so i should be finding out soon whether I get a job or not with them. As well as I have been approached by a recruiting firm, alot of companies are looking for bilingual IT phone support. Its not where I would like to end up, but atleast its experience in the field. As well it brings in the bling.

Thomas.

Chicken crepes???

Yesterday I went downtown to go see a movie, and get some food after... We went to a place called cafe crepe. I had a crepe that had chicken, cheese, and egg in it... It was interesting. I liked it at first but after I ate about half of it I got tired of the taste and I was ok I gave it a chance, now I can say i don't like it. So for desert I had banana and sugar crepe. Now that was yummy. I will totally have another one of those :D.

Today I get to write my first final. Todays final is French. Alors souhaite moi bon chance.

Thomas

That time of year again

Well its that time of year again. All students have been looking forward to this for some time now (I hope you read that with a sarcastic tone... If you didn't reread it now). I have totally forgotten how much I hate studying for finals, but whatever this should be the last time that I will ever have to go through this.

Other then school, well what else have I been up to. Umm well Hilary you know the answer to that one. Its been alot of fun, and I am glad that I took a chance. I realize that this is really killing mum, so maybe I will have to write another mysterious blog to get her mind thinking of something else. I would totally have figured that mum could have figured it out by now, but I guess not.

Alright well thats all I have to saw about that for now.
Thomas

Lets do it again

Well I rather enjoyed writing a blog a while back, and you all attempted to understand it. I assure you all that you all missed the reason for me writing it. I enjoyed reading your responses and some made me laugh because they were so far off. So I have decided to write somthing else. Something that I have been feeling but yet again I will disguise it and see what you all come up with. HMMMM alright here I go.

Many oppertunities pass you by everyday, and well alot of the time you just let them float right on by not taking a moment to realize it. So recently I have decided to take advantage of an oppertunity that I have been given. I assure you all that it is 100% legal, and 100% safe. But also at first so many of my friends were against me making this decision, based on minor details that I will not mention so that I can keep the meaning of this blog hidden.

So with this new oppertunity what have I realized. Hmm well first of all your friends are not always right. Secondly that lil things should not hold you back. Thirdly, well you all won't understand this but I know a lil sister of mine that will, small town people have some distorted views about people that attend certain activities... Now before you all go quizing my sisters for hints I will tell you all that its Hilary that holds the clue to this blog. But now her being my lil sister who has gotten a tattoo with me, and we now share this special bond, she will not let me down.

As for Hilary, we talked alot about this while you were down, and well your voice played a big role in my decision. So now that I have shared a lil about my life and whats new, I hope to hear from you all in your attempts to figure out what this is all about.... LMAO
Thomas

Interview #2

Well today I have an interview with a company called "FILOGIX". You can check them out at www.filogix.com. This is the company that my buddy works for and he referred me to them when they asked for new people out of university. So I hope today will have a better outcome then the last interview that I had. So here I go again all suit and tie no piercings downtown to be asked a bunch of questions.

Thomas

Stuck

Well over the past four years I have been busy chasing a dream. A dream that I would hope to come true. Facing many obstacles along the way, some I have overcome and some seem to get the best of me. Yet I still somehow make it through them. Not sure if its just luck that has brough me this far, but whatever it is, seems like it is running out.

I am starting to wonder if I made the right choice. Fully knowing that everyone that will read this may say "YES", I still doubt it. Looking at where I am after four years of study, it seems that I could be in much better standing if I would have chosen a different path. Sure I could go on thinking what if I did this, or what if I did that. The thing that I am sure of is that where I am now tends to beat a person down. It just doesn't seem fair for me to be put in this situation, but I chose it. I did not imagine that I would be in this situation 4 years ago.

Now I am sure that you are all trying to figure out what I am talking about. But I am purposely being extremely unclear. The reason for this is because as you all know I tend to keep my problems to myself and don't like to bring others into them. But also I feel like I need to write something because this is bringing me down alot lately. So what do I plan on doing. Well I hope that things will change a lil, and I hope to gain control of my situation, but I don't really control that. So I will continue on this path a lil longer, but if things don't change then I am seriously gonna have to change what I am doing.

Well I don't care what you guys comment to this post, but feel free to write what you want. Any words that you think will help won't, but go ahead and add your two cents.

Really upsetting

Well, after I got home from my interview i proceeded to put in all my piercings again... They all went in easily except for my lip ring. I attempted a few times and no success. So i figured I would try another ring that I had that was smaller and still no luck. So after many failed attempts and much pain trying to get it in. I think I may have to say RIP to my lip ring... I hope he lived a good life, and who knows maybe one day he will be alive again. But until that day I say goodbye...

Now I understand that you are all as upset as I am. I assure you that everything will be ok and life will go on without it. Its only natural to be upset over something that I know you all liked. So I ask you all to take a moment to think about the sacrafice that I made for this job interview. If you feel the need to send comments. Then in the form of money would be great.. Might I all remind you that my KOI still needs to be coloured as well as I have many other ideas for tattoos... :D I can still have tattoos :D....

Thomas

damn there was a BUT

Well as you all know today I had my interview with ALT Software. At this moment I do not have a picture of me all decked out in my suit, but my friend took one and will be sending it to me. So hopefully I will have that to post soon. I know you are all looking forward to seeing it.

Now about the interview. It went well the lady was extremely nice which helped me because I was rather nervous. She joked a lil with me at the beginning which allowed me to calm down and then all went well. During the interview we had a great discussion about many things, as well as she suprised me with a lil test that I had 15 mins to do. She assured me that 15 minutes is what most people took to complete it, but I don't believe her on that one because after two minutes I was completed. So there I sat in the room alone until she came back after 15 minutes. We talked about the lil test and I quickly relized i made one mistake which was an easy one that many programers forget to check. There is a big difference between "=" and "==" and well i missed it. But that was alright.

So finally she tells me she will be honest. She really likes me, and that I would fit in great with the company. BUT... oh shit theres a but.... The one thing that I don't have is experience... And I am facing Masters, and Graduate students who already have experience.... So no luck for me. Must admit I am happy to get the first interview out of the way a lil dissappointed but whatever.

Now I am sure that you are all ready to make some comment like "Sorry" or "There loss" But honestly i don't want to hear any comments.. Just leave it be. I would much rather not have to deal with reading all this comments about people saying "well thats a bummer" I know its upsetting... So lets just leave it....
Thanks

S + P = Stupid House

Well today was a good day.. Hilary came to my astronomy class.. Having her there was rather amusing because she had lil comments about all the material that was mentioned... It was rather funny. Seeing that stupid house fall apart was the best part... Or could it have been the Japan is screwed. LOL. Thanks bean.

After class Hilary walked home and I spent my break between classes playing games in the computer lab with a few friends... What a productive day...

What a fun day.

Well today Hilary and I went downtown for a day of fun. We ended up wandering around for alot of time then bought a whole lot of candy from the candy store on queen street.. HMMM such good candy. We stopped in some costume shop for some fun and here is hilary all pimped out.. Then we went to diner at a restaurant called "Green Mango" it was SOOO yummy.

My dish that I ordered has these red peppers that didn't seem spicy at first... but OMG me and bean ate one... We nearly died today... lol

Koi

I know this is a bad picture you can't see it really well.. but until I get a better one.. this is it..

My koi is so freakin sweet

A lil bit of luck for me.

Finishing up University has been a difficult task that I have not always been so confident about... Some days I wondered if I had what it would take to make it this far. So I am finally here and ready to take on the next challenge of life.

If you guys don't know, I have been wanting a KOI fish tattoo for some time now, and seeing how I am ready to graduate I figured how perfect to get it now when I need the most luck.

The Koi fish in Japenese Culture has many stories if you look around the internet, but all the stories have one thing in common. The Koi represents luck and determination and thats what I need.

SO.... I went to New Tribe to talk about getting one done for me. Stuart is the artist that is designing me the tattoo. I am not too sure what it will look like but I asked him to create me something nice that he would be proud of. He asked me if I would like some water like the picture above and also wanted to know about a few flowers.. So I can imagine that this will be a nice piece of work. I was expecting it to be alot more $$$, but he told me for the size I was looking at it would be 360-400ish. So now its time to pick up a few more shifts at work so that I can pay for this.

So now me and Hilary have an appointment Mar 12, at 12pm, mine will take between 3 to 4 hours and Hilary's will be under 1 hour. He assured me that getting it on the side will hurt compared to the ones that I have, but I am so excited about it.

I will post pictures as soon as we get them done... I hope you are all excited as I am.

PARTY movie

Well here is a lil movie of the highlights of our party.

Click here to watch 'Reading-Week'

Readin Wek Shindig

Well its about 230 am and almost time for bed... Tonight we had our reading week shindig... It was ahuge success. My roomy and I hade about 7 toher people over.. IT was lots of fun.. And there are lots of beer bottles empty. I ended up phoningin hilary, and then made many prank phone calls. It was loads of fun.. I woke some lady up LMAO... SORRY LADY.

I think i may have that on videon in the morning I will check and post it on my blog..> Rather funny I do believe. Tomorrow being VDay YEAH..... I will be doing homewokr during the day and then goign over to Stepsh to make diner with her. Down to commercialization.. Yeah to lasagna... Neither of us know how to make it so i hoep that it will turn out ok.

Well i will be sure to let you all know how it goes... Bye... Talk to you later... Hvave a good night.. Hilary stinks.... Megan Smells..... I am so funny... Dad isn't as funy as me.... HI MUM... BYE MUM.... Hi susan... Hi Aunt Cheryl, Wendy, Vicky... ummmm who else.. OH yeah HI Steph and Steph... LOL i forgot both STephs...(save the best for last right :P) LMAO..

OH MAN I MA SO FUNNY.. i hopw you all enhoyh this blog entyh.

Thomas Cain..


BYE EVERYONE.

Anti-Valentine's Day

Yeah I am so excited... Its that special day of the year that I really can't stand... Hmmm what exactly is Valentine's day? Whenever I am faced with a question that I do not know the answer too, I look to the man that knows all.... GOOGLE.



"Valentine Day: a day for the exchange of tokens of affection"

"Valentine's Day falls on February 14, and is the traditional day on which lovers in certain cultures let each other know about their love, commonly by sending Valentine's cards, which are often anonymous. The history of Valentine's day can be traced back to an obscure Catholic Church feast day, said to be in honor of Saint Valentine, are discussed below.
The day's associations with romantic love arrived after the High Middle Ages, during which the concept of romantic love was formulated. "

Well these were my results that I got when i googled it... Hmmm... After reading them both I am thinking, These two definition/explanation make it would like no one professes there love any other day... If thats the case we don't exchange tokens of affection any other days then I blame divorce on Saint Valentine.... OH wait Saint Valentine is a Saint to the Catholic Church so can we blame the church for divorce... HMMMM i choose yes.. That would be fun and I am sure I will get some interesting remarks when I say that the church causes divorce LOL.




To me Valentine's day probably was formed by some wife that was mistreated. She married some dick head who never did anything nice for her. So she decided to make this one day that if he did not do anything at all then he would be cut off for some time. Thanks to this "bitch" every guy has to put up with this stupid day even if we are guys that tell our wife/wives(not sure on your beliefs)/ girl friend how we feel... We guys can be the most appreciative guys in the world but we mess up on this one "STUPID" day and we are considered some jerk.... SO now what will I do on this "SPECIAL" day... HMMMM ... I choose NOTHING.

Everyone is invited, i will make diner for anyone that comes, and there most likely will be drinking, and movies that will not have any bit of love in them....

If you are a guy that is reading this then I encourage you to do NOTHING for the person you care about.. If they get angry at you just tell them Valentine's day causes divorce. If they still get mad just say when the hell is my special day..... If you are a women reading this then I encourage you to SHUT THE HELL UP about Valentine's day... You most likely are with someone that does appreciate you every day of the year..

Graduation Pics VIDEO

Well i don't have any way to get the pictures that I have on the computer no scanner.. I will try with a friend still.. But in the mean time here are the 4 that I actually like.. Now I am not sure that I am gonna get any because they are so retardly expensive... but Let me know what ones you guys like.. Tell me the first, second, third, or fourth.

Click here to watch 'Grad-Pics'

Grad proof

Well I got my grad proofs back... And well lets just say no one will be getting grad pictures from these.. I might look into getting some other pictures done somewhere else... But the fag(and I am allowed to call him this because he is a fag) that did these ones I won't let them do them again.

Instead of making people smile he makes jokes to make you laugh, so every picture that is me smiling looks like i am some fucking retarded who won gold at the olypmpics... I know thats extremely rude to say but its the truth. Moral of the story.... Grad pictues suck... NO ones is getting any.

Bean is coming(VERSION 2)

YEAH... I am so excited i get to beat up my lil sister for a whole week.. She is coming to visit me for her march break, and I am so excited... Not only will she get to see what my life is all about here in Toronto, but aswell as we will be going to get a tattoo together. Nothing says family like getting inked together. I don't think that I will tell anyone what I will be getting yet, because its still in the design process.. But I will assure you this, it will be something extremely cool, and everyone will be jealous.

Well I hope that this message Hilary is a lil happier with... Version 3 would be a pain to have to write.