Lets do it again

Well I rather enjoyed writing a blog a while back, and you all attempted to understand it. I assure you all that you all missed the reason for me writing it. I enjoyed reading your responses and some made me laugh because they were so far off. So I have decided to write somthing else. Something that I have been feeling but yet again I will disguise it and see what you all come up with. HMMMM alright here I go.

Many oppertunities pass you by everyday, and well alot of the time you just let them float right on by not taking a moment to realize it. So recently I have decided to take advantage of an oppertunity that I have been given. I assure you all that it is 100% legal, and 100% safe. But also at first so many of my friends were against me making this decision, based on minor details that I will not mention so that I can keep the meaning of this blog hidden.

So with this new oppertunity what have I realized. Hmm well first of all your friends are not always right. Secondly that lil things should not hold you back. Thirdly, well you all won't understand this but I know a lil sister of mine that will, small town people have some distorted views about people that attend certain activities... Now before you all go quizing my sisters for hints I will tell you all that its Hilary that holds the clue to this blog. But now her being my lil sister who has gotten a tattoo with me, and we now share this special bond, she will not let me down.

As for Hilary, we talked alot about this while you were down, and well your voice played a big role in my decision. So now that I have shared a lil about my life and whats new, I hope to hear from you all in your attempts to figure out what this is all about.... LMAO
Thomas

Interview #2

Well today I have an interview with a company called "FILOGIX". You can check them out at www.filogix.com. This is the company that my buddy works for and he referred me to them when they asked for new people out of university. So I hope today will have a better outcome then the last interview that I had. So here I go again all suit and tie no piercings downtown to be asked a bunch of questions.

Thomas

Stuck

Well over the past four years I have been busy chasing a dream. A dream that I would hope to come true. Facing many obstacles along the way, some I have overcome and some seem to get the best of me. Yet I still somehow make it through them. Not sure if its just luck that has brough me this far, but whatever it is, seems like it is running out.

I am starting to wonder if I made the right choice. Fully knowing that everyone that will read this may say "YES", I still doubt it. Looking at where I am after four years of study, it seems that I could be in much better standing if I would have chosen a different path. Sure I could go on thinking what if I did this, or what if I did that. The thing that I am sure of is that where I am now tends to beat a person down. It just doesn't seem fair for me to be put in this situation, but I chose it. I did not imagine that I would be in this situation 4 years ago.

Now I am sure that you are all trying to figure out what I am talking about. But I am purposely being extremely unclear. The reason for this is because as you all know I tend to keep my problems to myself and don't like to bring others into them. But also I feel like I need to write something because this is bringing me down alot lately. So what do I plan on doing. Well I hope that things will change a lil, and I hope to gain control of my situation, but I don't really control that. So I will continue on this path a lil longer, but if things don't change then I am seriously gonna have to change what I am doing.

Well I don't care what you guys comment to this post, but feel free to write what you want. Any words that you think will help won't, but go ahead and add your two cents.

Really upsetting

Well, after I got home from my interview i proceeded to put in all my piercings again... They all went in easily except for my lip ring. I attempted a few times and no success. So i figured I would try another ring that I had that was smaller and still no luck. So after many failed attempts and much pain trying to get it in. I think I may have to say RIP to my lip ring... I hope he lived a good life, and who knows maybe one day he will be alive again. But until that day I say goodbye...

Now I understand that you are all as upset as I am. I assure you that everything will be ok and life will go on without it. Its only natural to be upset over something that I know you all liked. So I ask you all to take a moment to think about the sacrafice that I made for this job interview. If you feel the need to send comments. Then in the form of money would be great.. Might I all remind you that my KOI still needs to be coloured as well as I have many other ideas for tattoos... :D I can still have tattoos :D....

Thomas

damn there was a BUT

Well as you all know today I had my interview with ALT Software. At this moment I do not have a picture of me all decked out in my suit, but my friend took one and will be sending it to me. So hopefully I will have that to post soon. I know you are all looking forward to seeing it.

Now about the interview. It went well the lady was extremely nice which helped me because I was rather nervous. She joked a lil with me at the beginning which allowed me to calm down and then all went well. During the interview we had a great discussion about many things, as well as she suprised me with a lil test that I had 15 mins to do. She assured me that 15 minutes is what most people took to complete it, but I don't believe her on that one because after two minutes I was completed. So there I sat in the room alone until she came back after 15 minutes. We talked about the lil test and I quickly relized i made one mistake which was an easy one that many programers forget to check. There is a big difference between "=" and "==" and well i missed it. But that was alright.

So finally she tells me she will be honest. She really likes me, and that I would fit in great with the company. BUT... oh shit theres a but.... The one thing that I don't have is experience... And I am facing Masters, and Graduate students who already have experience.... So no luck for me. Must admit I am happy to get the first interview out of the way a lil dissappointed but whatever.

Now I am sure that you are all ready to make some comment like "Sorry" or "There loss" But honestly i don't want to hear any comments.. Just leave it be. I would much rather not have to deal with reading all this comments about people saying "well thats a bummer" I know its upsetting... So lets just leave it....
Thanks

S + P = Stupid House

Well today was a good day.. Hilary came to my astronomy class.. Having her there was rather amusing because she had lil comments about all the material that was mentioned... It was rather funny. Seeing that stupid house fall apart was the best part... Or could it have been the Japan is screwed. LOL. Thanks bean.

After class Hilary walked home and I spent my break between classes playing games in the computer lab with a few friends... What a productive day...

What a fun day.

Well today Hilary and I went downtown for a day of fun. We ended up wandering around for alot of time then bought a whole lot of candy from the candy store on queen street.. HMMM such good candy. We stopped in some costume shop for some fun and here is hilary all pimped out.. Then we went to diner at a restaurant called "Green Mango" it was SOOO yummy.

My dish that I ordered has these red peppers that didn't seem spicy at first... but OMG me and bean ate one... We nearly died today... lol

Koi

I know this is a bad picture you can't see it really well.. but until I get a better one.. this is it..

My koi is so freakin sweet